Ranting and Relationships
Since I have no where else to rant I guess I’ll do it on here. Relationships are so hard. I’ve been with my boyfriend for almost 6 years and sometimes I have to really think… is it worth it? This relationship is never going to go anywhere so what is the point? Do I really want to continue on with all this fighting for something that will never lead to anything more?
Don’t get me wrong I love him so much, but when you are together this long it seems as if there are more bad days than good. You’ll never know how lonely I truly am.
We finally have this awesome place of our own, but its a half hour away from my family, and with this new job its not like I’m seeing them all the time.
I also don’t really have a lot of friends, and the ones that I have are always so distant. I’m never someone’s first choice. All I have is him and when I feel neglected by him I get so lonely.
I’m just emotional right now. We just got into a fight, but I hate when things are so stressful and I’m all alone.
